Update

So I know it's been awhile since the last time I've posted. I got a job and didn't really have time to do a lot of stuff. Recently I've had to quit my job for health reasons. I didn't want to but decided I better find a job that is less physical for now. But anyway now that I'm out of work again I've been thinking about a lot of things in my life. How when I work I don't find time to have time with God. I never realize this till it's too late. So I'm gonna start making time. I hate that I didn't find time for Him. He has done so much for me yet I can't find time for Him. I am ashamed of my behavior. I am reading a book called not a fan by Kyle Idleman. It has made me think deeply about if I'm a follower or a fan. It scares me that I am not sure what I am. I go back and forth between being a fan and a follower. I have to find how to make myself a full blooded follower instead of here and there. I never stop believing in God but I just don't find the time for Him. Like I get on these kicks that all I want to do is study His word then it's like I get burned out because I jumped in with both feet. I need to get off the line and jump in again and stay there this time. I want to start keeping this blog up with how I am doing with this journey. I want you guys to hold me accountable. But for now I'm going to bed. I'll write more tomorrow!

        God Bless!
            Shannon