I wanna talk
about how on fire for God I used to be. I used to be at the church
ever time the doors were open. Then I went off to college and all
that changed. I'm not saying I didn't worship Him cause I did. I just
wasn't at church much and weren't doing bible studies like I used to.
I loved making bible studies for the youth girls in my church. I
loved running them. I want to do that again but our church doesn't
have a lot of youth at all. I used to get so much out of reading the
bible when I did read it. I was looking through some of my old
notebooks and I can't believe how smart I was. It amazes me that I
used to be like that. I want to get back to that. Which means I need
to read my bible more. I'm already started on the going back to
church thing. Next week I'm fasting from a few things. I'm gonna
replace that stuff with reading my bible more, praying, and listening
to christian music. I think it will get me back into the swing of
things. Manny and I also need to get back into our devo. I want to do
more with my walk with Christ. I had such hopes for me. I really want
that back. I remember my youth pastor saying he has never seen anyone
so on fire for God. I will admit I fizzled out. But I long for that
again. I'm the only one that can change that. I'm going to because
that is what God wants and that is what I want. I can't wait for this
journey and I hope you guys will come along for the ride. Maybe by me
being honest about stuff will help more people want to follow Him.
That is what this blog is gonna be more about when I get back from my
fast. I do have one more day before the fast begins so I will write
again tomorrow. But till then....
Goodnight and
God Bless!!!!
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